I love to read

            papers that

redact
my holes.

they make me feel
            written, which is

            a good feeling, like

finding
a fellow

            metalhead
            on the bus.


I like to leave them out

            strewn on
            the bed

so you'll find them
and press them

so the bullet points give
            you time
            and space
                        to memorize

my birthmarks.


that way,
            when I hate you

                        you'll know

it's just
my eyes

            spinning
            like wet wheels.